I need to go back to being anonymous, to having a site that no one knows about. I need utter and complete anonymity so I can say and do whatever I want. I feel slightly crazy and disheveled and I need a space that will allow me to dance naked again, jut let my hair down and let it all out. Fuck it. I am tired of censoring every word as I ponder how it will affect me professionally. Blah, who cares? I say smash it all down. Mabelyn.com has become stale; a creative rut and I no longer want it. There I said it! Time to tear it all down, word by word. Create something new. I need a new purpose. Took a while to build, will only take a minute to destroy. Change is inevitable!